Today Just for Today when does that start this evening 6 hours in

Hi my names Darren I am an a addict I have two addictions that run hand in hand and then other character defects so to speak... the good news my alcohol addiction is doing well 3 yrs on the 14th of this month... however my other addiction this afternoon! the obsession is back and scared thats its going to hit me good time on my drink the solution 90 in 90 I have been signed of work for two weeks first time ever but this is a good thing today It gives me time to move on before being moved on... life feels a consent truoble but in these rooms in the program deep breath theres my higher power god bless one and all Darren