I'm here, just kinda emotionally weird right now.....think I am getting a case of the gurlies
After a department meeting on friday, I left and then the committe got real busy...within a block, I had convinced my self that I would never be good enough to do anything right for anyone....
Geeze, I haven't reacted like that in a while, but it hit me full force, and I sobbed and cried for hours....
luckily (nah, luck had nothing to do with this, God did) I had a date with another progam person, she took one look at me, asked me to sit and pray with her,
and reminded me that boo
can sneek out of the bag when least expected. She redirected me back to God, gave me a hug
and by that time I felt much better
Needless to say, I am working hard on praying and meditation this weekend
If anyone looks for me I will be the one in the corner who is working on humbly thanking God....
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These smileys ROCK!
That is why I posted over here, the smilies seemed to fit how I was feeling better..... 
I watched TV 
and just let my mind be pretty much putty....I watched all of the halloween shows about haunted places, and watched the travel channel, wildly eatting chocolate....sometime that's what a girl needs to do... 
