Dear all....just to let you know.... yes... I miss you and 12SR, but also that things are not

going very good over here.

We were called to the hospital yesterday cause they noticed that my mother had

'inside bleading' and they need to do surgery AGAIN!

It would be risky, and there we stood.... saying I love you to eachother....

It was so.... strange....

Don't know how to express it in good words.

She was very calm, said she knows the Lord should go with her....

Pfffffff.....

Well.... she had a 'good' night... so the doctor said. They kept her asleep and now gonna

wake her up very slowly.

We will see what today will bring.

I know I am protected. Otherwise I wasn't writing you now

Yesterday I told my sister, I really would like a strong drink....

She said.... I think coffee is also nice....

I said 'you're probably right'....

Well...better make a little fun of it then what I would have done 'before' and act, eh!?!

So dear all..... I got it out..... and I so do hope my next post will be happier.


I stay in contact... with my Higher Power, my sponsor, my fellows, my friends and that includes you.


With love.... xxx

Hi Sunshine ... That sister of your's sounds like a smart lady... smile
I for one think that it better to say " I really would like a strong drink or etc." I think it better to say it and get it out... than to let it keep rolling around in our heads.

Then it becomes a secret... and it said that we are as sick as our secrets... So (SHOUT IT) if you have to ... just don't do it... smile ... Vivianne