You know Pink good thing I love you cuz I you are right about my life way too often.... I ended up in emergency Thursday night....I'm OK , but I had been having severe abdominal pain for about 10 days, I wasn't paying attention to it, until Thursday when the pain got way too intense....guess what, I have an ulcer....

I see you rolling your eyes missy I will tell you that after my melt down at work, I took the time to write a list to my boss of my resentments, issues, and what I was willing to do and what I needed others to start stepping up to the plate for. And finally it is beggining to happen....My stress level is down by at least 60% and I am making myself not take ownership and walk away from alot that my manipulative coworker tries to drag me in to. She actually apologised to me about her actions, we will see how long her behavior last, God has that one not me......

So for today I am off to a bead show, waiting for my friends to pick me up. We are also going to pick up Jenns graduation present. Last night was her prom...I have pics to show you all when the kitchen table is back up. Any of you that would like an announcement of hers to see her cute picture on it, let me know and I will send you one...

I love you all...Baydon waiting to hear from you my friend!!!

Yup I did....felt weird, I need to go again and listen harder, it felt like their issues were far worse than mine, that's why I think I need to go again and listen harder, I tend to try and mimimize my own codependency (my part of manipulation I'm sure.

Still having vertigo? Oh that is just miserable, hope you feel better soon.

Page 61 of the big book says it perfectly. We "may appear kind, considerate, patient,
generous; even modest and self-sacrificing" sounds just like you doesn't it...
read the rest it is awesome.


It sounds like me in the worst way.....that is why I am thankful this program suggest progress not perfection....slowly I may be able to stay in the progress part.

Hi Wyserheart

I think I PM'd you a note on 12SR already but that doesn't do us any good right now!

I arrive in San Diego May 27th and leave on June 4th. I will be staying with my daughter in Temecula.

And boy am I trudging today.....I can honestly say I do no like anyone in my house today but the cats.... and the littlist one is close. Good thing I love them all... Going to bed the day has beat me up no matter how much I have tried to keep everyone at bay....